Sunday, December 12, 2010

Lovely and frightened

I hate Sundays.
Moving on,today pretty much nothing awesome is going on in my life. Sure i bet there's amazing events currently happening somewhere out in this world but i prefer not to care.
Anyways,there are things that i've just realised. I think part of me believe that i am very different from my siblings. Sure sometimes my sister understands me. But i think i'm just different from all of them.
Example if they're being loud and laughing about something,i don't really feel like getting out of my room and take a look of what are they laughing about. Besides that,i noticed that i like to read and i think none of my siblings like to read. WELL MINUS THE MAGAZINES and notes that are related with educations (i don't really know what they call this. Notes?) and I rarely seeing them with a novel or spending their time just to read novels. Plus,i like musics that they don't listen to and i have different taste in hobbies/interests. Okay let's just say everything! The conclusion is,i do like the fact that i prefer to stay alone,do my own thing. Being different from all of them is what i'm grateful for. Please don't misunderstand me for being an antisocial or a loner.
And lastly,

I love them <3

PS: This is what came up in my mind today. I had no idea what else to talk about. It's a boring post,ignore it. I don't mind. It's not like i'm going to hunt you down or stay under your bed. :)

*Fuck i sounded scary. Ignore it. This unbalance hormones made me confused.


Much currently going through a serious menstrual pain,A