D/I/S/A/P/P/E/A/R

I don't know. I feel like i am the only one who's been trying to work my ass off. No one in this place actually appreciate everything that i do. Maybe some of you think this as a "second child syndrome" but fuck it.
I think i have been sacrificing a lot. Way too much. I even had to give up my social life just to work my ass off and everyone seems to take this for granted. Of course,i act like it didn't matter but honestly it did. It hurts like hell. Sometimes i feel like it is easier if i didn't exist or things were easier than this.

~A~