I don't understand our friendship. Redza's and mine, I mean. I am, truly truly happy that we're back to normal but macam why must we be exactly like before? We were like lovers, and it was a problem for us. Now we're like that, balik. He has a girlfriend and I don't feel comfortable of him saying flirty stuffs to me, I can't. And as much as I want to get angry with him, I can't 'cause I really really love him. Whole-heartedly. But to think about it, we were never just friends. We're always like this. He calls me baby, sayang, darling, etc and I do the same. He says I love you, I say I love you more. We can't stay on like this. I know its wrong, but macam I really don't want to spoil whatever we have now. We were just OK from a 7 months fight and it was really hard to me. I cried, nights, after nights about him and now macam I can't just go angry at him can I? Friendships aren't supposed to be this complicated. I just wish that we have a normal friendship, that's all.
x, Tykah.
p/s: Anis is going to hate me about this haha