I always have trouble with my body. Okay,i have body issues.
I see myself as this fat girl. Yup,that's what i see everyday in the mirror when i look at myself.
Forget about let's not going to eat carbs the whole day,let's go for a jog and let's not eat when you're not hungry. Cause yeah,i've tried all of the above and i pretty much failed. All of em. Now,i have no idea what to do on how to lose my weight. Because i failed all of it. Waiting for a miracle to happen? Yeah,fuck no. There's no such thing as waiting for a miracle to happen when it comes to losing your weight.
Everytime i ate too much,i will feel guilty about it. But after that i'm not guilty anymore. Very confusing yeah? I don't even understand myself either and i don't understand about my weight/body.
Well done fuckers, maybe you guys were right. I am fat and thanks for making my life miserable and making me judging myself. People like to judge other people and i'm one of the victims.
PS: I know there's no one reading this post and even this blog! That's why i feel like posting this and read it myself.
Much fats(?) A