There is nobody in this world who I can trust. I have no confidence in people. Nobody keeps secrets. Its hard to stay true to who I am when there are things about myself that I dont want others to know. If only I could be so open to everyone. If only I could be jolly and just, not to fucking care about anything....
Theres nothing more I could've asked from you. And that is for you to trust me.
I need you, to trust me. YOU. MAMA, ABAH. I AM A GOOD PERSON. Do I look that horrible? You dont know whats fucking happening to the outside world. You should be thankful I'm not like those kind of kids who have random sex on random people and smoke pot or whatever shit. All I did was a slightest mistake any teenager would do. And it was years ago. Could you just please, get over it.
Well I guess thats what people said. Trust - years to earn, seconds to break.
I believe that EVERYONE deserves not second, not third but loads of chance. People make mistakes and if they dont learn it from the first, maybe they'll learn it from the second and it goes on. Because I do too, believe that people can change to be a better human being. Or vise versa.
Head filled with fire and then it goes down to the heart, leaving it to ache,
Tykah