The question is why do i have a weird love life? Right now at this moment,i can't think of any guy that i seriously has a major crush on. I usually have a weekly crush,this week will be this guy and then next week it will be another guy. Tell me this is normal,tell me this is part of growing up or perhaps tell me this is one of the extra thing you can enjoy while being single. I told everyone that i am not desperate for a boyfriend,no seriously i am not but somehow i think it's cool to have one. Someone you can share your problems with,someone you can call at night when you feel lonely,someone you can lend a shoulder to cry on and last but no least someone that will always remind you how special you are. I miss this kind of things. Dear future boyfriend,wherever you are,whoever you are,please come here,i think i might need you now. I don't think i can wait anymore longer. But it sucks cause patience is a virtue and i have to hold on to that. Oh god,i am hoping this doesn't sounds desperate. Yikes.



-A-