hello. so here i am lying on bed at three in the morning, after long hours of packing and being angry with myself and technically just being over emotional over everything, have finally came to realize that i'll be leaving malaysia in three days.
i've waited for this day to arrive my whole life, so why am i in such morose? lately i feel like i am such a bipolar bitch, but i really can't help it. i feel like i deserve to selfish. is that a bad thing? i don't always like to be one, but this time i feel like i needed to.
i am just not ready to leave my friends and cats behind. it may seem like i am ready, but i'm not. i've had enough with crying every night thinking of how sad it is to be leaving my life in malaysia behind.
one thing though, i really don't want to cry at the airport.
this is will be my last post in malaysia. see you next time!
Tykah