List of books I want to read when I'm home

1) reread the fault in our stars
2) catcher in the rye
3) nick and norah's infinite playlist

(more to update)

Ha i am so out and done. So done.

Au revoir and merci.
-A-

something

“How many of us will be saved the pain of seeing the most important things in our lives disappearing from one moment to the next? I don't just mean people, but our ideas and dreams too: we might survive a day, a week, a few years, but we're all condemned to lose. Our body remains alive, yet sooner or later our soul will receive the mortal blow. The perfect crime - for we don't know who murdered our joy, what their motives were, or where the guilty parties are to be found...they too are the victims of the reality they created.”
Veronika Decides To Die, Paulo Coelho

T 

Perhaps we can be friends or lovers through music?






http://www.last.fm/user/anis_azri








Au Revoir
-A-

s p a c e

i guess you need space? i guess you're getting annoyed? well i dont fucking know. because you never tell. and i am done, DONE trying to read every single person in this world, trying to figure out what they want or how they feel because apparently they matter to me. its selfish of me to not feel appreciated, i know but i am so tired. i know in few weeks or days i will forget about this, and everything will be okay but for now, i just cant handle it. i am a human being who's composed of probably 90% of flaws. i dont deal with problems as good as other people but i certainly deal it better than you. also, cut the lies already. i know i'll never be good enough. i know you never wanted this. what, you think it doesnt hurt??? you think i dont know? i know when i'm not needed and i am not needed long time ago but i have no choice but to stay and make things better but i cant do that and just lose myself completely. i am who i am, though i hate half of myself. whatever. i am just hurting a lot and when i needed some space for myself, you make it seem like its a bad thing. blargh.

//t